yes, i do miss him

i just can't help it..
i can't deny it anymore..

yes, i still love K..
in fact, rite now, i'm about to cry..
i don't know why..
maybe bcoz i miss him damn much..

dah 10 bln aku 'jauh' dari seorang yg bernama Kamarul Izham..
rasa mcm baru smlm aku menikmati kasih syg dia...
rasa mcm baru smlm aku berpisah dgn dia..
rasa mcm mimpi semua ni..

aku xtau samada khayalan atau mainan perasaan aku..
tp since 5 days ago..
every man that i looked at no matter where..
at FF, at Jusco, at Putrajaya, even at petrol station..
mempunyai iras Kamarul..

& i am sick & tired of this situation..
why can't i forget him?
why i still miss & love him despite of what he did to me?
i wanna put away all my hope to be with him again..
i know it's imposible..

rite now, i just wanna cry damn much..
coz i miss someone named Kamarul Izham..