Hati aku bukan remeh

Penatlah nak jaga hati org..
Org xjaga pun hati aku..
Pandang remeh semua ni..
Ingat aku ni ape?
Pencacai kutip sampah ke?
Bila rasa mcm nak hargai, ckp lembut2..
Bila rasa xpenting, buat cam aku ni xwujud jer..

Org ckp what u give..
U'll get back..
Tp kenapa apa yg aku beri, aku xdpt blk?
Atau aku terlalu mengharapkan balasan?
Kalau betul aku mengharapkan balasan, bukan emas permata yg aku mintak..
Jauh sekali kereta mewah or telefon bimbit canggih..
Cume hargai lah perasaan & hati aku..

That's all!

My "pride and joy" buah hati-to-be (",)

It is not official yet (due to bank's approval)..
But i can't wait to announce it!

Finally, i possess my own car..
Will be registered under my name, yess! my name i.e. NUR ATIKAH ABD RASHID..

Yesterday (27 Feb), i went to Edaran Komersial Sdn Bhd's showroom, one of Proton Edar agent..
Initially, i only wanted to look some overview of buying a Persona..
I went with my beloved daddy..

Then after several discussion with nice & friendly salesperson, Rasyad (as per picture), then my dad decided to book 1 unit of indiscent silver Persona (MT - manual transmission) M-Line 1.6.. :-)



The situation is like this:

My dad own a Waja 1.6 (year 2003)..
He want to let go the car..
I wanna buy a new car..
So my dad decided to let go the car to used car dealer, then part of the cash he made from the transaction is for my 10% down payment (as a gift, he said.. thx babah, i love u so much!)
The balance, he'll settle all debts on our Kancil & remaining balance for Waja.. not much, another 2 / 3 month more..
Rasyad suggested that the car registered under my dad's name coz the insurance will be continued & not much to pay as if my name being registered, automatically, new insurance registed & it is like u have to re-start again the payment..
But my dad said, it's ok.. Since he want the car be MY CAR.. (thx babah! mmmuaaah!)



First, Rasyad called used car dealer that Edaran always deal with..
There were 2 used car dealer he called..
Melvin, the first tokey came..
After he looked at my dad's waja & test drive it for few KM, he said the maximum he can take is RM20K (due to waja's condition, accident sana cni..)
Then came 2nd dealer which Rasyad called him "Uncle"..
Waaah, when i 1st looked at this "uncle", my heart said that this taiko can't bid Melvin's price & i was right!
He offered my dad only RM18K, after my dad nego with him, the most he can give is RM18,500.00..
Then my dad nego again with Melvin, finally after mutual agreement made by them..
My dad sold the waja for RM21K finally..

That time, i was a bit touched..
I was sad to let got that waja, 'he' brought me to all over place..
My dad said, "Nanti ayong pujuk2 la waja tu.. time drive, cakap2 dgn dia.. kereta ni biasa la, if dah merajuk, sure dier buat hal nti.. so ckp dgn dier.. pujuk2 dier.."
Feel a bit funny, but i must try coz i'd b in the situation before.. (not me really, my dad, but im involve too :-p)
So after signing few documents, the car is pre-officially sold to Melvin of Selayang Auto Used Car..
He'll prepare & manage all the process with JPJ within this 1 week..
If everything settled, i need to hand over that Waja this week (around 1 - 5 March)
After i hand over the car, my dad will get his payment..

Back to my Persona-to-be..
Initially, i only plan to take B-Line, which is RM5K cheaper than M-Line..
My dad agreed with me..
But, after listened to Rasyad's explaination..
There are lots of lack in terms of features compare to M-line..
My dad immediately changed his mind..
He asked me to take M-Line, since the monthly installation not much difference..
M-Line for 9 years with 3.75% interest rate & 10% down payment is RM560 while B-Line for 9 years with 3.75% interest rate but without down payment is RM509..
So, i decided to take M-Line

I actually admire black color..
But my dad didnt agree to take black color at all..
"panas la yong, xmaula amik itam" he said..
I agree actually, but like my bro said, "yong, hitam itu menawan tau!" huhuhuhu..
Then after me & my dad consider, from 4 colors (indicsent silver, metal grey, elegant black & blueberry tea), we decided to take indiscent silver..
After we saw the real persona indiscent silver, i think i like the color!

Then i asked Rasyad that im quite interested to take my own plat number..
Rasyad asked my what number i wanted to own?
I said, 2301.. He said, y that number? I simply said, "its my bday Rasyad!"
Then he smile, he said.. "mestilah boleh.. tp kene tambah duit sket la ok?"
i asked him how much? he said around RM300-400..
Then he called his runner named Syed..
After asked Syed, he said if i want 2301 the price will b RM350 while 231 the price will be RM450..
Suddenly my dad said, "Rasyad, bg pakcik yg 2301 RM350 tu la.."
Im quite shock, coz i already thought that its ok la if i dont possess such number.. after all, it's just a number..
Then my dad said, "Xpela yong, tu babah present sempena buzday ko.."
Yippppppiiiee! then i just wanted to tease my dad, "Alang2 nak bg hadiah bday, amikla yg 450 tu bah.. :-p"
Then my dad only smile.. huhuhuhuhu...
Then Rasyad said, "ok, saya ckp dgn Syed, WTQ 2301 suruh dier book yer?"
After heard he said "WTQ", i feel so satisfied that i got that number...
WTQ as someone said, "WowTiQa", huhuhuhu.. & 2301 is my bday! yeaaay!

So, i finally posses my own car, with my own salary.. :-D
Im looking forward for my new 'buah hati'..



Pengesahan yg Persona (MT 1.6) M-Line Indiscent Metallic telah dibooking oleh saya.. :-D

Mr. Rosyidi Shahril

Dah lama nak citer pasal mamat ni sbenarnya..
Rosyidi Syahril bin Rosli..
Aku mule kenal dgn mamat kelahiran penang ni waktu study degree dulu..
Waktu sama2 belajar kat faculty time exam dgn Cna..
If xCna yg teman aku study kat fac, mamat ni lah peneman setia aku..

Actually, dulu aku agak xhirau kehadiran dier dlm hidup aku..
Tp lately ble aku pk balik..
Sementelah Cna ada ckp aritu..
Mamat ni sentiasa ada bila aku perlukan dier..
Kalau aku bosan ajak tgk wyg, if dier xdpt teman, sure dier akan tunda hari lain & he will fullfill his promises..

Dulu dia hanya lah insan biase yg hanya naik motor kriss gi faculty..
Tp jgn xtau, ade sekali tu kancil aku rosak..
Dia offer pjm motor kriss dier pd aku..
Punye la baik mamat ni..

Tp sejak dah join MLM ni, makin bergaya..
Pakai MyVi SE, glass Giorgio Armani, netbook Vaio, handphone Dopod..
Shopping baju kat Renoma or Valentino Rudy jer.. Huhuhuhu..
Baju melayu tempah kat Den Wahab Collection..
Dulu dier agak berkira la..
Tp sejak join MLM ni, segala2nya xberkira.. ;-)
Blanja makan la, wayang lah.. Huhuhuhu.. :-D
Org dah senang lah kan..



Semalam, aku sgt bosan..
Malas nak blk awal..
So, aku roger la mamat ni ajak tgk wyg..
Lambat gak tunggu dier bls, akhirnya nak dkt2 aku nak blk rumah, baru dier ckp dier on ajer..

So aku sempat amik gmbr kitorg sebelum wyg bermula..
Aku baru perasan aku dah lama xamik gmbr berdua ng mamat ni..

Thx so much Syidi..
Hang la kwn aku time aku boring2.. Hehehehehe...



p/s: Cna ckp Cdy dah makin hensem.. waktu kat fac dulu muke bodoh2 jer.. sampaikan time Cna kawin aritu pun Cna xperasan yg itu adalah Cdy.. Hehehehehe...

Don't u know that i need u?

I don’t know either I am too weak or I can’t let a person down just because of I say NO..
It always happen to me..

Whenever I need someone so badly, the person won’t be there for me..
But, seldomly if someone need me, I say NO to that particular person..

What can I say, what can I do?
This is all beyond my control..
*sigh*

Don’t u know that I need u????

Sawan Tonik-Klonik (fits)

Yesterday, when i was accompany Amri to see his convoy sticker design, something totally out of my mind just happened..
Daniel (designer of the sticker cum DSS owner) fell down & collapse, but more to fits (sawan)..
We were panicked.. Jay (Amri's club member) more panic than us..

When the dude collapse, Jay tried to do whatever that he can do..
He splash water to Daniel's face..
Try to unlock the premise etc..
I asked Amri to search for Daniel's hp & try to call his dad..
Luckily his dad arrived few minutes after that..

From his dad, we knew that this is the 2nd time Daniel being attacked by fits..
I think, main reason is because lack of sleep & excessive cafein (which he consumes from Redbull drink)..
So, i decided to search something about fits, then i found this good articles from http://www.epilepsy.org.my/bm/generalized.htm
Official website of Persatuan Epilepsi Malaysia..

Sawan Menyeluruh/generalise (melibatkan keseluruhan otak, kadangkala dipanggil “Grand Mal” ATAU Sawan Tonik-Klonik).

Sawan jenis ini akan menyebabkan pesakit kaku, rebah dan tidak sedarkan diri, dan mungking badan akan mula bergoncang, atau mengalami konvulsi, meronta-ronta dengan kekuatan otot seperti biasa. Air ludah mungkin berbuih, dan mungkin terdapat darah di mulut sekiranya lidah atau bibirnya tergigit.

Kadangkala pada peringkat permulaan serangan sawan, sewaktu otot kekejangan kedengaran satu teriakan akibat hembusan nafas yang dilepaskan oleh paru-paru, sebab itu juga pelepasan air kencing mungkin akan berlaku.

Serangan biasanya berlaku dalam lingkungan 5 minit, tetapi kebanyakan pesakit kemudiannya akan tertidur buat setengah jam atau lebih dan bila terjaga seolah-olah termenung dan bingung buat seketika.

Apabila pesakit diserang sawan tonik-klonik, dia mungkin akan terjatuh dan menjadi kejang, menyentak, pernafasannya tak menentu dan tidak dapat mengawal buangan air kecil dan besar. Pesakit tidak mengecam siapa orang disekelilingnya dan persikatarannya.

Apa anda perlu lakukan terhadap pesakit yang diserang sawan tonik-klonik:
1. Jangan panik
2. Baringkan pesakit tersebut ditempat yang selamat dan alaskan sesuatu yang lembut dibawah kepalanya.
3. Jangan biarkan orang mengerumuni pesakit: ini menyebabkan pesakit mendapat kurang oksigen.
4. Tanggalkan cermin mata, longgarkan pakaiannya.
5. Jauhkan objek-objek tajam yang ada berhampiran.
6. Jangan meletakkan apa-apa objek dalam mulut pesakit (termasuklah jari anda). Ini boleh mencederakan anda, gigi pesakit boleh patah dan objek itu boleh menghalang saluran pernafasan. Adalah mustahil untuk pesakit menggigit putus lidahnya. Lidah merupakan otot yang kuat dan ia mudah sembuh.
7. Jangan cuba menahan atau mengikatnya dari begerak.
8. Apabila sawan sudah berakhir, baringkan pesakit lalu mengiringkan badannya, supaya saluran pernafasannya lapang.
9. Jika pesakit berasa keliru atau ketakutan, berikan ia keyakinan yang semuanya adalah seperti sediakala.
10. Elakkan dari memberi apa-apa makanan atau minuman sehingga pesakit sedar seperti biasa.
11. Temani pesakit sehingga dia betul-betul pulih.

Rasa nak menangis..

I was reading a malay novel called Gelora Kasih..
It was about a girl named Siti Zulaikha who is an orphanage..
He's being matchmade by his boss, Tengku Suraya who loves her so much with her son, Tengku Zharif Iskandar..
Finally they got married..
Initially, Iskandar doesn't like her..
He did so many thing (more to psyco torture)..

And i was so attracted with Siti Zulaikha who's being described by writer as a patient, soft spoken & strong hearted woman..
As i finished the first half of the book, i did my analysis..
(tetiba jer buat puisi sendiri)..
As if i am in Zulaikha shoes..

Rasa mcm nak nangis..
Sangat2..
Setelah aku tertanya2, aku rasa aku dah tau apa jawapannya..

Dari apa yg aku baca, dari apa yg aku tgk..
Mmg aku bukan pilihan sebenar..
Im not into the standard yet..
That's y im rejected..

Selama ni, aku jer yg terhegeh2 agaknya..
Xpelah, aku ikhlas bila mencinta..
Xpernah sedetikpun ingin mempermainkan..

Mungkin itu bukan alasan sebenar..
Tp apakan daya, aku bukan sesiapa..
Biarlah, hanya aku tahu apa yg aku rasa..
Kerana aku sgt mencinta & aku menjadi diri aku yg sebenar..

Air mata dah jatuh berjurai dah pun..
Hati, tolong lah tenang..

Trip to Lipis

Last friday (19.2.2010), i went to Lipis with my superior Tina & my co-ordinator Rusydi aka Adik for site visit..
Meeting kat MRSM Lipis with KP MARA (bhgn Hal Ehwal Korporat) & another 30 persons dari pelbagai agency & anak syarikat MARA..
After meeting, tgk site..
MARA akan buat satu pavilion sempena event "50 thn KKLW" yg akan dilancarkan oleh PM sendiri..
Venuenya ialah di tmpt Dato Ct Nurhaliza buat persandingannya utk warga Lipis iaitu Dataran Lipis..

Here are some pics of the venue & us there..



Si adik enterframe plak..





Gler panas kat c2, xtahan aku.. 3 botol mineral aku balun.. ;-)



Konon2 macho ala2 Fahrin Ahmad..





Then masa nak meeting tu, ada sorang mamat dari MRSM Lipis pun masuk meeting jugak..
Pastu my superior Tina ckp dgn aku, "Tik, that guy mcm Kamarul la"
ble aku pandang, seriusly! mmg lebih kurang sama..
So, sempat aku amik gmbr mamat ni curi2.. hahahahaha...



Tp ble aku pandang blk, xde pun sgt mcm Kamarul.. Kamarul lg hensem.. Hahahaha.. ;-P