Quick Vacation - PD or Ipoh?

Due to workload & complicated situation i've been facing lately, i am planning to go for quick vacation..

Rasanya tak jauh..
Mgkn ke PD or Ipoh jer kot..
Yg penting, under the budget, hehehehe..
And of coz within driving distance..

Apa yg ada kt Ipoh?
Ada adik aku yg belajar kt Gopeng..
Dia dah byk kali tanya aku bila nak dtg sana tgk dia..
Mmg aku nak dtg, tp ada jer halangan di samping halangan terbesar..
RM lah.. :P

If jadi pergi, aku rasa mungkin aku bertolak sabtu pg..
Then check out Ahad tghari..
Plan to stay at Seri Malaysia jer..
Budget budget.. ;-)
Then amik adik aku, go jalan2 kt Pekan Ipoh...
(ni yg bahaya ni sbb pompuan tu mmg pisau cukur sket, kang pegi Jusco Ipoh, segala benda alah kt JJ tu dier nak beli..!)

Pastu Kak Sara ada call aku aritu..
Membebel jer mak nenek tu..
"Ka, hang ble nak dtg cni??? Aku puas tunggu hang.. If hang dtg cni, hang tdo uma aku jer.. Boleh hang layan anak aku.. Anak aku xsbr nak jumpe Aunty Tkah dier"
So if plan quick vacation aku ni jadi..
Boleh la jumpe si kecik ng mak dier yg kuat membebel tu.. ;-)

Apa yg ada kt PD plak?
Ada pantai kot.. Tu yg best tu..
Tp Bagan Lalang pun ok gak..
Ada pantai & Hotel Seri Malaysia..

But if aku ke PD, Cna (my best friend) yg keje TNB tu boleh rekemen duduk guess apartment TNB kt PD..
Dpt staff price..
Xpe, mana2 pun sama jer..
Yg penting release tension...

Should i go this week or next week or new year?
:-)

Meaningful conversation

I am so happy today..
Eventhough i didn't get enuff sleep this morning..
But it was really worth it..

I was just finished ironing my work attire last night when he called me..
He said he wanted to hear my voice..
He also told me that he missed me..
How lovely is that..
Coz i also miss him too..

What made me feel really touched is..
From his voice, i know he's too sleepy, tired & stressed out..
But he tried so hard to hide it from me coz he really wanted to talk to me..

We chatted about many thing..
Heart to heart talk actually..
From nothing to something that should be discussed..
I realize, eventhough i try not to develope this feeling even more, but i couldn't help it anymore..

And i can't wait to c him today..

:-)

I miss everything about him

I miss him already...

Baru beberapa jam, tp i already miss him..
I miss my carpenter..
I miss my IT engineer..
I miss my buttler..
I miss my panda bear..
I miss my santa..

Seriously..
I miss him badly..

Aku tau, mungkin esok lusa dia dah boleh terima semua ni..
Dah boleh lupakan aku..
Mungkin hari ni pun dia dah boleh live his life as usual..
Tp aku..
I don't know..
Seriously i don't know..

He made me feel appreciated..
He made me feel i am so special to him..
He made me feel happy..
He made me feel that i wanna live every single second with him..

I nvr feel this way even with Kamarul b4..
There's something about him that make me feel so blessed & happy

I miss everything about him..
I miss him hold my hand..
I miss him singing songs to me..
I miss his dimple..
I miss him hugging me from back..

*sigh*

p/s: My dear, i want u to know that i never regret being with u eventhough it was only for a while.. I also want u to know that u r the best i've ever had..

Yg dinamakan CINTA itu

Kisah cinta dunia, berbagai ragam & rupa.

Ada yg si dara mencintai si uda..
Tp si uda yg mata keranjang xmenghargai si dara atau sebaliknya..
Mencari permata yg berharga..
Rupa2nya kaca yg berkilauan ibarat permata..

Ada pula yg saling mencintai..
Tetapi halangan keluarga buat mereka xboleh bersatu hati..
Ada yg mak xsuka, tp ayah ok..
Ada yg mak dah suka, ayah nya pulak bantah..
Ada pulak yg both parents xsuka..
Yg jadi mangsa, anak yg rasa diri boleh bahagia dgn pasangannya..

Yg paling tragis..
Mcm dalam berita lately..
3 jam lepas bernikah, arwah suami mengalami kemalangan ngeri..
Kalau aku di tempat pengantin perempuan tu, mau gila meroyan aku dibuatnya..
dah sah jadi suami isteri, tp xdpt rasa nikmat berkasih syg..
Nauzubillah..

Tp utk aku yg bernama Nur Atikah..
The last thing i will do on earth right now is..
MENCINTAI SESEORANG coz i don't want to be hurt anymore..

Amree's suprises

That day, during our date at Jusco Bukit Tinggi..
I told Amree that i wanna survey for a purse / wallet..
My wallet already nazak..
Koyak sana sini..

Then we went to Roxy butique..
I did berkenan dkt satu purse ni..
harga boleh tahan, RM119.00
im thinking of nti dpt claim nak belilah..
suddenly Amree said, dia xsuka sgt with the design..
xpelah, dlm hati im thinking of buying the purse jugak..
without his knowing la of coz..
hehehehehe...

After that, Amree pulled me to Guess butique..
haritu mmg aku ada survey satu wallet kt Guess butique Mid Valley..
tp harga mahal & xde diskaun..
tu yg malas nak masuk Guess butique..
tp dah Amree ajak jugak..
ikut jer lah..

Suddenly, aku terpandang ke arah satu wallet..
wallet tu lah yg aku minat masa survey kt MV tu..
its Spring collection actually..
di datangkan dgn handbag sekali..
but, harganya mahal sesangat..
RM219.00
if beli handbag kat Jusco pun lepas ni..
no discount, but got cash rebate of RM100 for Guess Watch..
Amree said that he really like the design..
then he hand over the wallet to the promoter..

I was a bit shock..
i asked him, "U nak buat ape bagi the wallet pd promoter tu?"
he replied, "i suruh dier simpan, letak kat tempat lain yg lebih well displayed"
but, dlm hati aku dah rasa lain..
feel like Amree nak belikan aku wallet tu..

Then i saw Amree just standing beside me without doing anything..
aku rasa Amree bukan nak beli kot..
then aku terus tarik tgn Amree ajak gi solat maghrib..
while we passed out the promoter, i saw Amree make some sign language to the promoter..

After solat maghrib, i was looking for Amree outside the surau..
but he's not there..
i really wanted to go to toilet..
i texted him, "Syg, i wanna go to toilet kejap"

After kuar dari toilet, i saw him looking for me at female surau with something in his hand..
it was Guess paperbag..
i really shocked! i felt something...
aku terus menerpa pd dia..

I asked him, "Amree, what's that?"
he just smile & smile & said, "goodies bag.. promoter Guess td bg i"
i said, "i dont believe u! why must she gave u this?"
he said, "betul syg... dier ckp sbb i masuk butique tu dgn cute gurl like u"
i said, "i nak pergi butik tu blk, i pun nak jugak goodies bag"
he laughed & said, "ok kite pegi"

then dah separuh jalan nak ke butik Guess tu he pulled me right away to escalator (jalan balik lah kiranya)
then he handed over the Guess paperbag to me..

OMG, it's my desired Guess Wallet!!!!!!
i can't stand then kat c2 jugak aku peluk dia..
i was too happy..
but in the same time, i was worried..
sanggup nya dier belikan aku guess wallet yg mahal tu..

Amree said, he wanted me to be happy..
i don't know what to say..
i was totally speechless..
that time, i really can feel that he sayang me..

I was touched with this suprise at the same time..
I feel loved by him..
& i know that time i was falling into him already..
not because ape yg dia dah buat..
or sbb harta or duit dia..
but because mmg aku sygkan dia..
if x, xkan aku sanggup chase dia (chase la jugak kan, hehehehe..)

My dear Amree,
Thanks so much for this lovely suprise..:-*

6th December

6hb Disember, hari ahad..
aku xkan lupakan seumur hidup aku..

kenapa?
sbb hari itu lah dia confess yg dia syg pada aku..
& aku pun rasa bahawa aku dah jatuh syg pd dia..

11.30 pg, aku kuar rumah..
he asked me to park my car at Petronas near KLIUC..
then we were heading to Klang with his mummy's car..

sampai Klang, we've been looking for tyre shop..
dia nak tukar tayar kereta mak dia..
lepas tu, we went to Jusco Aeon Bukit Tinggi..

kesian dkt dia, xboleh berpanas..
then headache came.. like that day..
aku cube sedaya upaya utk show my care to him..
picitkan kepala dia..
masa tu aku sedar yg aku dah jatuh kasih pd dia..

after makan, we saw movie called Jump by Stephen Chow..
what a superb movie i had!
4 star to this movie..
i realized that this is the first time we've seen movie together..

habis movie, aku ajak dier survey purse since purse aku dah nazak xingat..
then dia cdgkan we have dinner at Bagan Lalang..
he was craving for seafood there..
i agreed..

then kami ke Bagan Lalang..
dah pilih seafood tu, dia tarik tgn aku & ajak jalan2 kat tepi pantai..
i was really touched & feel the romantic situation there..
dia sgt pandai layan aku & mmg romantik habis..

finally he confessed that he really love me..
he don't wanna tahan what he's feeling rite now..
i feel really blessed & loved by him..
i feel safe in his arm..
comfi of coz..

officially, we are bf & gf starting from 6th December 2009..
i really hope that his parents can accept me..
i wanna be with him till the day of my last breath..

my dear Saiful Amri bin Md Nor,
I love u syg..
i hope, u can love me as i do..

Real reason..

Lelaki mmg mcm ni ke? Really complicated..

Dia confess yg dia syg kat aku. Syg tu lebih dari seorg kawan, but not to the extend of being a girlfriend. Bila aku tanya, "Antara i dgn ur Mazda 3, mana u lagi syg?". He replied, "Of coz la u dear. My Mazda if xcident, ada insurance boleh cover blk, tp if u if kena langgar ke, patah riok ke, mana boleh nak tukar ganti lg."

Then bila aku tanya, apa perasaan dia pd aku? He replied, "I suka dkt u sgt. In fact i syg pd u. U know what, i tak sabar2 nak jumpe u everytime kita ada date. & 2 b frank, i am always thinking of u. Then, u rasa i syg u ke x?". I replied, "yeah, but i think not to the extend of making me ur gf". Dia diam.

According to him, his family is really choosy, fussy & firm. Aku bukan lah antara pilihan mak ayah dia. That's for sure. One more thing he said, "I am really demanding, if once i nak u jd gf i, i will turn u from a cute girl to a gorgeus girl. I wont leave u alone. Everywhere i go, u must follow & be there for me. Once u jadi gf i, u akan rasa sgt terkongkong."

Now i know. I am not his type. Selama ni aku rasa mcm bodoh sgt biarkan dia kuasai perasaan aku. Selama ni, aku sentiasa jadi a good listener to him. In fact masa dia dgn ex gf dia. I feel fooled. Im not that gorgeus to sit next to him as gf.

Selama ni aku ke yg terhegeh2 mengharapkan kasih yg belum tentu ada. Saat2 mcm ni, i miss my K. Walaupun K xberharta, tp kasih syg dia dah cukup utk buat aku bahagia. Moga Allah limpahkan rahmat & bahagiakan K di mana sahaja dia berada.

Xde ape2 lg yg boleh aku harapkan. Semoga aku tabah menghadapi hidup yg Allah tentukan utk aku. ALONE for sure.

(-_-)